How to go from a state of loss to a state of wholeness in one year, or my way with GSR.
I used to often catch myself thinking that the day had passed and okay... I only liked the ""good"" days, the days when I was successful, free and active. What about the rest of the time? And there was just living out the day until the evening. Why do I need that day? Because it's not what I had in my dreams. In recent years, there were more and more ""worthless"" days, and fewer and fewer ""good"" days. I did not understand the reason for this, I just realized that my life turned on some crooked rails, and the wagons are rolling with breakneck speed.
But exactly 385 days ago everything changed. I do not know why I deserved such a ""gift of fate"", but the universe gave me an acquaintance with the GSR methodic. This author's method developed by Dmitry Ustinov allows absolutely everyone to work with their inner states, transforming them from negative to positive. When you feel that some destructive feeling has risen inside (fear, panic, despair, resentment, etc.), you take an ordinary sheet of paper, transfer this feeling to the sheet of paper and work through it according to the scheme. Sometimes 1 session is enough to make this feeling no longer bother you, and your external actions change dramatically. I'll try to summarize my movement with GSR:
👍 My life belonged to ME! Not my mom, not my job, not my husband, not my kids, but me.
👍 My relationship with my children has fundamentally changed. My kids don't stress me out anymore, they don't weigh me down, they don't annoy me. I accept them for who they are. I am growing with them, trying to follow their desires, expanding on the currents they are broadcasting. There is still VERY much work to be done in this direction, but I'm only happy about it.
👍 I am trying very hard and taking steps towards changing my relationship with my husband. During this year, I have realized how ""crooked"" streams I am giving out to him. I see my growth points in that direction.
👍 The compensatory mechanisms towards my business have fallen away. I can't say anything has drastically changed, there has been some growth this year, but it's mostly stagnation. But I am clearly aware of what I don't want to do, and now I have to understand what I want to do.
These are, perhaps, the main points I would like to talk about. My dream is to become a GSR specialist. I feel that this is my growth area, where I can realize my full potential.
Is it realistic for me now? Not yet. But every day I make small steps to my dream, while living this day with great pleasure, noticing my changes, happy victories and opening difficulties.
GSR Module 1 is the best jackpot I could have won in my life.